My heart is sad and happy and broken and healing and in pain and joyful and other confusing tugging emotions.
Remind me what I believe in because I need it.
I think to myself "I'm still feeling my first real heartache. you want me to try that again?" and I laugh out loud.
I am so strong and so ridiculous.
No that wasn't me that walked the other way. I mean yes it was. but I won't do that again. Okay I probably will.
Where do I get help to find help?
Am I too forgiving? Or too passive? Or too angry? Or too mean? Or too nice?
I hope that I get to keep this...part. This feeling.
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